This morning I was feeling much better and focused after a proper nights sleep. This is also the last day. So this is the penultimate evocation of the operation. In the last I intend only to talk to the spirit of the pentacle itself, much like I did during the opening evocation. This time however I decided to have another attempt at evoking my Octarine doll.
This time not only was I able to make the connection, but the connection came easy.
She spoke in a calm platonic voice, “You need to give me a name you know.”
“Yes, I am sorry, I will do so.”
“Names are important to us spirits, you know that.”
“Yes, its true.”
“You need to name all the unnamed dolls too.”
“Okay, I will.”
“And all the trolls.” (I believe she was referring to the house trolls.)
“What all of them? That will be hard to remember.”
“All of them.”
“I’ll have to wait for Lolita to return before I can do that.”
“That is fine.”
“I’d like to ask you about the Psychic Censor in evocation.”
“That is the part of you humans that won’t let you listen to spirits, dismisses our voices as just your own thoughts.”
I felt the connection breaking up. I refocused on her and she continued…
“It is hard to talk about the Psychic Censor without invoking it in you.”
I asked her about magickal frameworks, something Pete Carroll associated the creation of with the Octarine power.
“You’ve been given the skeleton model that is the cybermorphic kaosphere in Kaos Hieroglyphica and the flesh upon it in Chemical Serpents, work with them as your frameworks for now.”
“As above, so below.
So long and so short.
Farewell and dark well.”
I chuckled at her poetic and slightly silly farewell.